Thursday, June 29, 2006
Hey peepz!!!I'm back wit a happy smile!!!The problem have been solved...I went to Tampines specially to fetch B...We had a good long talk during bus ride...It didn't exactly start that well cause B was reluctant...But it definitely had a happy ending...B finally cooled down and let out whatever was on her mind...
This was what we concluded;
*My friend(AZ) was doing a two face to us...He sms me good words but blamed B in his sms to B...
**AZ was just being immature and his actions justified it...
***B was partly at fault fer not telling me in the 1st place...She was afraid i might misunderstood..(reason accepted)
****We shall show AZ that we are not affected by his childish acts...
*****We are now happily enjoying our lives together...
01:33
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
My freind just sms me about something which is
confusing me...Yet i can't find out the whole truth till B wakes up...I'm feeling so
stress as i wait fer the call from B...Questions start to pop in my mind...
What's going on out there..?
Is it true what he said to me..?What's hidden from me..?
What's the real reason if it's really true..?
All i want is the
truth,no
secrets are allowed remember..?I've heard the story on my freind's part,now to get the story of the other side to complete the whole picture...I'm so
confused right now...I'll be in a
dazzed state till i get the
truth...*SIGH*
10:39
We took this foto earlier at the void deck after watching movie...We went to watch "Just My Luck" at Causeway Point earlier...The movie was quite good and a bit touching la...After that we proceeded to sit around and listen to B's new MP4...B is so happy when bro bought her the MP4 yesterday...At about 4,we went to BK to get something fer B and bro to eat before sending B home...Then i had to rush home cause i had bike practical @ 6...Luckily fer me,today's prac end up well and smoothly...Maybe i will be booking my next prac on Sat...
Anyway,i was watching the Brazil vs Ghana match just now...Brazil end up as winners wit a 3 : 0 scoreline...The 1st goal was scored by Ronaldo...Yeah Ronaldo aka Fat Bastard...It was his typical goal;doing a stepover past the keeper after being passed through...It was damn nice la...The 2nd goal was actually offside lor..The linesman is cock-eye...Adriano... was already in an offside position before he deflected the ball in...BLAH!The final goal was by Ze Roberto...I find that Adriano... was really bad today...He didn't take the chances that he got...BLAH! And Ghana was doing quite well actually but was let down by the finishing...Their passes was great and managed to split Brazil's defence...Next up is the Spain vs France match...It's a must watch game...
That's all fer now...BYE!
02:31
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Just book in about 15 minutes ago...Today has been quite a bad day...Plans to go out earlier today was cancelled cause B had to attend her cousin's engagement....So bored,staying at home after sending Fahmi back to the home...Now going to watch the England match...Maybe will update again later...Bye!!!
22:57
It's 3 in the
morning,and i'm still talking to B...Finally succeeded in uploading photo on my blog...YAHOO!!! This is one photo that i really like...B look so
sweet, in this photo...MUACKZ! Hehe...
03:10
Saturday, June 24, 2006
As the title indicates,its
SATURDAY morning right now...I sitting in the office feeling quite sick...My cough seems to be getting worst,and i'm having chills right now...Took my
MEDICINE that i got from the polyclinic yesterday...Doesn't seem to be of any help... *SIGH* I feel so bored sitting here covered wit my towel...And my chest has been aching fer quite some time now...
B is sleeping at this moment,so shall not disturb her...She has been having a hard time at work and school...I feel bad that i can't be of any help...*SIGH* I'm waiting fer a call from b as soon as she wakes up...We have been meeting everyday fer this week and i miss her so much cause we can't meet today...*SIGH*Things are going quite fine between us fer now and i hope it gets better from here...B is quiting her job soon in order to concerntrate on her studies...I guess it will be much better that way since she has no time to do her revisions due to time constain...
I shall end here fer now cause i'm feeling real bad due to this stupid sickness...ARGH!!!!Oh ya,i still cant figure out how to post pics on the daily entries...Anyone can be of assist..?Will apprreciate it very much...So i shall wait fer any of you out there to tag me on the instructions....AH---CHOO!!! *sniff sniff*
09:55
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Been a while since i last put up a post...Currently experiencing the 1st hiccup in this new relationship...Nur suddenly told me that she's still not 100% in this relationship,meaning that her love and trust towards me is not yet full 100%...I'm ok wit that because she can take her time...I'm willing to wait and use the time to convince her that i'm the one who can give her the happiness she wants...The problem now is that she seems uncertain...She's been answering my questions wit her very own question marks...ut whatever it is,i'm not giving up...This is just the beginning and its not frightening me away...I'm going to work harder and do my best to prove that this relationship is no mistake...
Challenges don't frighten me!!!
Challenges are only going to make us grow closer.
As a result making our relationship stronger.
Facing challenges is going to change me fer the better!!!
15:10
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Good news!!! I'm now embarking on a new relationship wit a girl who goes by the name NURFARHAH...I'm so delighted that my determination has paid off...13th of June 2006,@ 1459Hrs shall be the very 1st minute of a very fulfilling and lasting relationship...I don't wan't anymore short relationship which only brings temporary happiness and satisfaction...In fact i never wanted that kind of relationship in the 1st place...Yet those girls just 'used' me to get what they wanted...I felt like a trash...
Now that i'm wit Nur,i'm happy enough...B,i will work hard to keep our relationship to its best...I won't take you fer granted and do what that ex of urs did to you...This i shall promise you and you have my word...My love fer you will never depreciate and it will always stay true...Just don't hurt me like what those girls had done to me...I don't think i can take anymore heartache.My tears has dried up fer the past relationships that had failed...I have always sacrifice everything fer my relationships,and it won't be any different this time round...B,you have my word that i will stay true and faithful to you from this very moment...We will work hard together to fill our relationship wit laughters,happiness and limitless love...
B,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
11:33
Group A
--> GERMANY 4:2 COSTA RICA
--> POLAND 0:2 ECUADOR
Group B
--> ENGLAND 1:0 PARAGUAY
--> TRI & TOBAGO 0:0 SWEDEN
Group C
--> ARGENTINA 2:1 IVORY COAST
--> SERBIA & MONT 0:1 NETHERLANDS
Group D
--> MEXICO 3:1 IRAN
--> ANGOLA 0:1 PORTUGAL
Group E
--> UNITED STATES 0:3 CZECH REPUBLIC
--> ITALY 2:0 GHANA
Group F
--> AUSTRALIA 3:1 JAPAN
--> BRAZIL 1:0 CROATIA
Group G
--> SOUTH KOREA 2:1 TOGO
--> FRANCE 0:0 SWITZERLAND
Group H
--> SPAiN ?:? UKRAINE
--> TUNISIA ?:? SAUDI ARABIA
11:00
Monday, June 12, 2006
It's already a quarter past 2 in the morning...Back in the office after watching the Mexico-Iran match in recreation room...Was on the phone wit Nur till about 2 before she finally went to sleep...It seems that we are getting closer as time passes by every minute...I wonder where this will lead to,hopefully to the ending that i wish fer...We'll be starting to meet more often now that it's been decided that we will meet up fer a while on my nights' out...Won't be able to spend much time because she ends school late...It's ok,better than not meeting at all...
Okay,back to the World Cup issue...I don't think i would be sleeping much this few weeks up till the end of the tornament...I don't know how i'm going to survive it,i just have to...Blame it on my addiction to soccer...Hey,i don't just watch the matches fer the sake of watching...I look out fer the tactics deployed and the way of them playing it,hoping that i might learn new stuff...I'm really serious about making soccer part as my career...That's my dream la...Hmm...The next match starts at 3 which is between Angola and Portugal...Let's have a little prediction...I think Portugal will be winning it wit a scoreline of 3:0...Let's see if it's right...
I'm currently stuck wit this Rihanna's song which is also my blog's song...Ya,you are listening to it right now...(Unless you mute your speakers la) Nur was the one who pointed out the song to me and suggested that i watched the MV...It kind of tells you what she went through a year ago,except that it's vice versa...Don't worry Nur,i will be around to help you heal that wound of yours...You have my words...*WINKZ*
02:15
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Currently multi-tasking in the office...I'm updating my blog,watching tv,listening to Rihanna's "unfaithful" and talking on the phone to Nur at the same time...Don't ask me how i do it...We have been on the phone fer hours...The weather is still quite bad,cold and wet...Guess it's going to stay that way the whole day...It's not helping esp. wit the way i'm feeling right now...I just feel so weird,and i don't know why...
I'm feeling that i'm just one of the guyfriends...I know i shouldn't expect anithing...*shrug* I'm confused arh...*sigh* She's starting to show concern about me,but is it just something normal to her...Nur,i don't mean anithing bad...Remember what i msg you before..?I don't want to be juz one of those guyfriends...I don't dare to tell you,that's why i typing it...I'm sorry...I just don't know how to send it across to you...I feel kind of helpless now,don't really know what's to happen...You said that your cousin was singing praises of me after you told her about me...But that doesn't matter to me because what matters to me is how you think...What's on your mind;that's what i want to know...
16:46
Sitting here in the company office on a sunday morning is really dreadful...But i can't complain much since i 'bought' this C.O.S duty from Nicholas...I ain't going to turn down the offer to make $ la...Had a bad start fer the day...Was supposed to have a soccer match @ Dunearn Sec juz now...Reached the main gate @ about 0850Hrs and found the gate to be locked...So i called Jason to ask on which gate is available to access to the school...That was when he had the cheek to inform me that the game has been cancelled due to the rain...WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! The sky was obviously clearing and does it hurt to play in a slight rain??? DAMN!!! WAs so pissed off b'cos i really missed playing soccer...ARGH!!! So i headed to LOT 1 to get breakfast from Mcd before making my way to camp...
Hmm...So let's talk about happier stuff now...Went out yesterday wit Nur...It was only our 1st meeting but it turned out quite well...We met @ Orchard MRT control station..She was a bit late due to the rain...But it's ok...Then we proceeded to Far East to have our meal @ a Thai restaurant...I had chix fried rice and she ordered beed dry kuay tiao which she claimed to be her favourite dish there...Then we decided to walk to esplanade as planned...Kind of far but at least i got to know that there was this 'THE CATHAY' which was a shopping centre + a gigantic cinema...Hmm...Maybe we can watch Garfield 2 there next week...We stopped by 7eleven to gat a drink before finally reaching esplanade...We got to a bench to chill out and relax...From there,we started to talk about our problems and the stress we are going through daily...She seemed reluctant and uncomfortable about pouring her heart out to me...So i decided to liven up the mood...Made endless jokes and pranks on her which resulted in stomache-bursting laughters...(ok,i kind of exxagrated on that) We were having fun and things started to settle down and we got more comfortable...That's the cue fer me to re-open the topic on our problems...I kind of already knew what her problems were,so i decided to start the ball running...I told her what's my opinion on her actions...Trying to convince her that she doesn't have continue the way she living her life...To my surprised,she started crying on my shoulder...Maybe she was moved wit whatever i was saying...*shrug* Only then she started to really pour everything out...She let everything she kept to herself fer the past year out...I felt fortunate when i found out i was the only person she had ever confide in fer that problems...I told her that i will be someone she can turn to from now onwards...After the 'counselling session',it was almost 2300Hrs...So I decided to send her home...Later on,we talked on the phone till late....
Ok,here my point of view about Nur...I find her to be a really sweet girl...She knows what she wants in life and she's working hard to get it...What she's looking fer right now is someone who can love and appreciate her...And the both of us have lots of things in common...The way we think,what we are searching fer,etc...I really want to get to know her better and at least be a friend who will be therer fer her during dark patches...Frankly speaking,i'm trying to convince her that i can be the guy who can open up her heart,someone who can give her happiness...*shrug* Only time will tell wether i will succeed in winning her heart...Hey,i'm serious about this tau...
Nur,kalau u baca my blog ni,this post is dedicated to you...I'm serious about whatever i've told you...I can be the clown when u need laughter,i can be the friend when u need company and i can be the guy if u need love...
10:48
Sunday, June 04, 2006
What a shitty day it was...Everything went wrong fer me...Esp my best fren...What was she thinking???Acting like that?You were doing great all the time...Yet you have to crumble @ the crucial moment...Why girl...?Why..?What happened to all the things we discussed about..?Things u supposed to do..?Instead you did just the opposite and let him get his way...Trying to peace things out fer everyone;that's wad u claimed...But whose this 'everyone' you talking about..?I'm definitely noy in that catogery...In fact,you just added yourself to my list of peeps who are pissing me off...Why girl..?You left me behind twice today...The incredible thing was,you asked me along to d streetfest in the 1st place so that you won't end up alone wit him...What's the idea girl..?You made me eat whatever words that i said to him...
And now you are giving me the silent treatment...You lost your temper on me when i kept questioning you on the phone...Wait a minute!!!Aren't i supposed to be the one who is angry?!Why am i being the one getting rail at?!So much fer trying to be a gd guy...It never pays off and it never will...Now your phone has been switched off...No way to contact you...You're pissed with me huh..?Hey,its true i'm carrying a torch fer you,but i'm nt expecting anithing...I will let you go with no regrets...But only to the right guy...Albert?!He's way off my list...He don't deserve you girl...NEVER!
But whatever happens,a bestfriend i shall be...ALWAYS...I remember all the promises each of us made,bet u can't...No worries,i'm still around...At least fer now...
02:05
