Sunday, June 11, 2006
Sitting here in the company office on a sunday morning is really dreadful...But i can't complain much since i 'bought' this C.O.S duty from Nicholas...I ain't going to turn down the offer to make $ la...Had a bad start fer the day...Was supposed to have a soccer match @ Dunearn Sec juz now...Reached the main gate @ about 0850Hrs and found the gate to be locked...So i called Jason to ask on which gate is available to access to the school...That was when he had the cheek to inform me that the game has been cancelled due to the rain...WHAT THE HECK?!?!?! The sky was obviously clearing and does it hurt to play in a slight rain??? DAMN!!! WAs so pissed off b'cos i really missed playing soccer...ARGH!!! So i headed to LOT 1 to get breakfast from Mcd before making my way to camp...
Hmm...So let's talk about happier stuff now...Went out yesterday wit Nur...It was only our 1st meeting but it turned out quite well...We met @ Orchard MRT control station..She was a bit late due to the rain...But it's ok...Then we proceeded to Far East to have our meal @ a Thai restaurant...I had chix fried rice and she ordered beed dry kuay tiao which she claimed to be her favourite dish there...Then we decided to walk to esplanade as planned...Kind of far but at least i got to know that there was this 'THE CATHAY' which was a shopping centre + a gigantic cinema...Hmm...Maybe we can watch Garfield 2 there next week...We stopped by 7eleven to gat a drink before finally reaching esplanade...We got to a bench to chill out and relax...From there,we started to talk about our problems and the stress we are going through daily...She seemed reluctant and uncomfortable about pouring her heart out to me...So i decided to liven up the mood...Made endless jokes and pranks on her which resulted in stomache-bursting laughters...(ok,i kind of exxagrated on that) We were having fun and things started to settle down and we got more comfortable...That's the cue fer me to re-open the topic on our problems...I kind of already knew what her problems were,so i decided to start the ball running...I told her what's my opinion on her actions...Trying to convince her that she doesn't have continue the way she living her life...To my surprised,she started crying on my shoulder...Maybe she was moved wit whatever i was saying...*shrug* Only then she started to really pour everything out...She let everything she kept to herself fer the past year out...I felt fortunate when i found out i was the only person she had ever confide in fer that problems...I told her that i will be someone she can turn to from now onwards...After the 'counselling session',it was almost 2300Hrs...So I decided to send her home...Later on,we talked on the phone till late....
Ok,here my point of view about Nur...I find her to be a really sweet girl...She knows what she wants in life and she's working hard to get it...What she's looking fer right now is someone who can love and appreciate her...And the both of us have lots of things in common...The way we think,what we are searching fer,etc...I really want to get to know her better and at least be a friend who will be therer fer her during dark patches...Frankly speaking,i'm trying to convince her that i can be the guy who can open up her heart,someone who can give her happiness...*shrug* Only time will tell wether i will succeed in winning her heart...Hey,i'm serious about this tau...
Nur,kalau u baca my blog ni,this post is dedicated to you...I'm serious about whatever i've told you...I can be the clown when u need laughter,i can be the friend when u need company and i can be the guy if u need love...
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